All this too, seemed normality which meant then, that part of normality here was this constant, unacknowledged struggle to see. It was as if the electric lights were turned off, always turned off, even though dusk was over so they should have been turned on yet nobody was turning them on and nobody noticed either, they weren’t on. Even light struggles, so that the lack of trust among people is answered by a physical pall: The only one of the biblical virtues to stand its ground is faith, and it does so grimly. She lives “in a statelet immersed long-term on the physical and energetic planes in the dark mental energies conditioned too, through years of personal and communal suffering, personal and communal history, to be overladen with heaviness and grief and fear and anger.” In this environment, unforced affection (and charity, hope, and love) is out of place, and therefore threatening. The need of a whole neighborhood to murder affection-even a dog’s affection-makes perfect sense to her. Did you kill him because he liked you, just because he liked you?”Īnd twelve-year-old middle sister knows that is indeed exactly why it happened. But her encounter with Rear Window comes from slightly earlier, when she was about twelve:Ī little dog gets killed, strangled, neck broken, which is not the message of the film but for me was the message of the film because its owner-bereft, in shock-wails out her window over all the apartment building, “Which one of you did it?… couldn’t imagine… so low you’d kill a little helpless friendly… only thing in this whole neighbourhood who liked anybody. Most of the novel sticks to events that occurred when middle sister was eighteen, as she takes us back to sometime in the late 1970s, in some part of Republican-area Belfast.

Belfast, Northern Ireland, 1965 photograph by Philip Jones GriffithsĮarly on in Milkman, the Man Booker Prize–winning novel by Anna Burns, the narrator (called only “middle sister”) recalls watching Rear Window for the first time.

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